Sunday, July 27, 2008 -
I am trying my best to forget.

Forgetting is the best way, from the pain.
& away.
I cant, with that I end this.
Click for better view, and I still
cant forget, will I
remember?
Link, 锦绣二重唱 - 我的快乐I can't find the original video.
Friday, July 25, 2008 -
Recommendations is good.
I recommend this wordpress, full of pictures.
http://twentyseven.wordpress.com/I like how the pictures turn out, very nice. You might ask, how I got his link.
Well, from Deviantart,
I think.I don't know why, twentyseven, maybe he likes the number. Go and visit that website regularly to check out his newest updates!
Bookmark him in your browser so you can click on his link anytime and anywhere. Whenever you have your laptop with you, click Bookmarks, and find his link.
You wonuldn't want miss this, check it out now.
http://twentyseven.wordpress.com/Must click!
Edit!Look, I've bookmarked him!

*Go and look at the pictures, surf surf!*
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I shall complain.
One teacher walked past me and said,
"Girl, please tie up your hair."
"Me?"
"Ya."
The funny thing is, my hair is already tied up with no fringe or whatsoever. Probably something wrong with her eyes.
I had oral yesterday and I didnt talk much.
I shall continue blogging about happy things next time.
Wa, I so "want" so go NDP! Why dont have!? (._.)
Why?
Thursday, July 24, 2008 -
You make me lost concentration.
Let me call this person A and her friend B.
I remember sitting behind A and B, but Xinyi and me were told to turn around because that staircase is closer to class. Were walking very slowly because I dont see a need to walk so fast. Why should I walk so fast when I dread that lesson? I dont understand a shit thing he's talking about, so I have to listen till I daydream.
Then A shouted hell into my ear.
A said: "
OIE, WALK FASTER LAH!"
One thing, there's such a big gap to the left side and the coconut tree doesnt even takes up a hell loads of space that A cant squeeze through unless she thinks she's too fat or rather,
big size. I quicken my steps and tada we reached the classroom. For one thing, I know she love scolding me. Reason being? Nothing, I dont see what wrong have I done to offend such a tigress(sp) female. Always finding a chance to scold me, for no particular reason. I repeat myself,
No particular reason. Fine, accept my fate to be with this A.
Today, B's turn. Was walking BEHIND them, then they suddenly stop lo. If it was Xinyi and me who stopped and suay suay A and B was behind me, I tell you sure get scolded. I gave one kind of sound "tsk" and you know what B said?!
B said: "There got space right!!!!!!!!!!"
I answered: "Did I even say anything not?"
Siao I must say! I make TSK also cannot is it? I say what do what hear what smell what play what B confirm have things to say one. Why leh, busybody mah, cannot blame them what. They will sure scold me if I suddenly stopped in the middle of the path. Confirm one! 99.5% will scold one. Won't scold, sun come out from the south already. (._.)
Right?
Teachers changed places today, yay! Whether Xinyi changed place or not, I dont see any difference. Just one table behind her original place, what's the difference!? Aiya, short jiu shi zhe yang lo. No choice, you cant choose.
When Form-teacher went out, nearly everyone changed their seats. This small girl, named her Q then. She sat beside Xinyi. This is what Xinyi told me. Q told her to
To put her side hair behind her ear.To tuck in her blouse.
To change her hairstyle, her fringe.Q wanted her to have a make-over or to make Xinyi look worst? How Xinyi looked like, does this even concern Q?
I don't think so.
Stop being a busybody and tie your own hair properly too.
You have hairs at the side too, I dont see you putting it behind your ear. So, why do you have to tell Xinyi to do so?
I dont see a need, why you have to do so.
I fell deeply into that problematic way.
For once, give me what I want.
Lahhhh~
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 -
How irresponsible.
I've lost my drawing block due to my art teacher. I know this thing happen few weeks ago, I simply forgotten to blog about it. I told my him to put it into my art file because I dont wish to take such big thing and take a bus home. How troublesome.
The next lesson, I didn't saw my drawing block in my file, didnt bother to ask maybe he forgotten about it. The next next lesson, I asked he told me he forgotten where did he placed it.
WTH! He didn't even auto a bit by buying me a new one, so I have to spent another 2$ to get another drawing block? What the heck lah. 2$ leh, you think what! Im not like someone who is so rich ok.
Another thing, this choir teacher. (>.<) Only scold scold scold, what else. We simply cant get the tune right, do you have to keep shouting and yelling. Then what, tomorrow solo whole song? Anyhow sing lo..................
whatever.I shall not care any further. Scold for all he want, because he seems to be saying the same things over and over again. Repeating the same things every lesson? Saying how we cant get the right tune. He doesnt even know how difficult to be in the lower part and getting the tune right.
(for me.) He just have to teach, and flare his temper at us, what else? If he's in a bad mood and suay-ly that particular day happened to have Choir,
mati. He would use us as his punching bag and scold scold scold nag nag nag and continue scolding and nagging and so on.
Even if he teaches overtime, I doubt he would get extra pay. Maybe I should just ask XY.
(Clement/LJL?) She know best.
I finally know how it feels.
How bad this feeling is.
How much I wanted it.
None understand-ed.
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I dont even stand a chance.
A quiz tagged by Phyllis.
Random quiz :D Tagged by: Phyllis. :D
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What are you listening to?
- Nothing
How often do you blog?
- Hardly.
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What is your favorite movie?
- Quite a lot.
Last book you read?
- Reader Digest.
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How often do you watch tv?
- Watch it everyday.
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What is your favourite day?
- Saturday.
Are you athletic?
- No.
Last item of clothing/accessory bought?
- Clothes.
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When is your birthday?
- 27th September.
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Have you ever been out of the country?
- Yes.
What vacation destination would you like to visit?
- Korea, Paris, France, Germany and something old but modern.
Do you know someone named Stephanie?
- Yes, Sun Yan Zi.
Have you ever peed in a pool?
- Stupid question.
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Do you have any secrets now?
- Yes.
Do you have a big family?
- Not really.
Is there someone you want, but can't have?
- Yes.
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Do you have any weird talents?
- No or yes, I'm weird!
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In one word, how would you define yourself?
- Abnormal.
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Whats your favourite song at the moment?
- 情非得已 by Harlem Yu.
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Tell about the last dream you had ...
- I really want to share, but I cant.
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What is you favorite kind of ice cream?
- Mint. (Same as Phyllis! ._.)
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What do you like to do in your free time?
- Depends on what things need to be done.
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Do you get along with your parents?
- Can say ok, but not really bad.
What have you done today?
- Colour my art piece.
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What was the last thing you said out loud?
- "Bu zhi dao."
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Last time you saw your cousin?
- Few days back.
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Would you keep the baby if you were pregnant now?
- I'll eat them!
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Got a friend you can tell anything to that wont judge you?
- Not so sure. (Dont dare tell mahhhhh.)
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Something you really need?
- You say leh.
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What's the 8th text in your inbox say?
- "Nope. Shocked? Ta bu zai zhe li. Why lehs? You miss her Arhs? Lolx :x
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What are you wearing right now?
- Pajamas (sp?)
What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
- Nothing.
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Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
- Noooooooooo.
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Do you like your first name?
- ._.
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Do you regret doing something today?
- No.
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When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
- Nothing.
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Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't want to? Who?
- ???x.x
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Do you think you're old?
- No.
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Are you afraid of the dark?
- Yes.
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What are you looking forward to in the next month?
- Ya, ghost festival.
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Are you happy with your gf/bf?
- Single/Singlish/Singlet right now.
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Have you told anyone you love them today? Who?
- No.
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Tag 5 people to do this quiz, do not tag the person who tag you.
1. J1
2. J2
3. J3
4. J4
5. J5
(All to Janice! Yay!)
I dont have the mood to type anything, quite upset, annoyed and dread choir.
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Monday, July 21, 2008 -
I am angry!
To people who take bus with me.
Please, if you're going to whitesand please tell me in advance. Don't last minute say then leave the bus and I will have to be alone.
I dont care if you have win the arguing or not, not my problem.
>:(
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 -
Part time job.
Should I go to work on holidays? x.x Someone accompany?
I remember having lots of things to blog about, but I forgot now.
Ah, shit.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 -
I am busy.
I am busy playing soldier front.
I am busy because I find school really boring and kept thinking of buying...
And that Wulin lied to me! >( She told my mum I've have given 3 parents letters as MC for the first half of the year. So I cant give any more parents letters! WTH, WHERE GOT LO!!!!!
Nvm, so long ago. NExt time GET MC LO!
Stupid.
Monday, July 14, 2008 -
School is irritating.
I hate school and I dont want to go school.
I want a nicer background!
Thursday, July 10, 2008 -
I cried so hard.
I have the urge to migrate to Thailand and study there. Why Thailand? Because.........
I cant stand the sight of them, in one day I can cry twice and is caused by the opposite sex. Why them? Because they are a bunch of faggots who think great about themselves with their company. So, why me?
For one I know, I am ugly and they pick on ugly people like me. They say I look weird because they dont look fine either. One has a banana head, one has a dragon head, one has small eyes who still weasr contacts, one is fat, one is dark.
They say I have a ugly set of teeths.
Where are their brains? Do I wish for my teeth to be like this? They cant expect me to place a braces because of their
stupid comments because I accept what is given to me and I dont want to make changes to it. Why should I torture myself in pain just to get a nice sets of teeth. I'm glad if my teeth arent broken or something like that. I'm using my teeth to chew things, not for display.
They say I'm a predator.
"You arent even fit enough to be my prey"
A quote from Veron, dearest. That sentence is so true because they are always saying I'm a predator. There are a total of 40 students in this class, I'm supposed to give about 30 people's (boys) nick? Because all their face sucks? No offence, but thats what they make me say.
I shall not eleborate any further. More information, come ask me.
No names or class was mention in this post. I cry easily and I dont wish to cry anymore. I just hope they die soon so I can get peace.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 -
I love that cute little chick!




I have got myself a ..
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Chick blogskin! :D
Isnt cute? I think it is.
There is choir tomorrow.
PE on Friday.
NDP on Saturday.
Tomorrow is Thursday.
I hate crowds.
I love Microsoft.
Why Microsoft?Because, I'm currently using a Microsoft's pink mouse. Very small, look like mouse.
Gah. x.x
I'm not going to buy any pens anymore until all my pen inks run out.
Even if the green ink run out first, I wont buy.
Buy all at one go, more
"shuang".Hell, I just realise I didnt click the "Upload" button, now I have to wait again.
I have to wait for the pictures to finish uploading before I click publish.
Ya, same old thing. I took these pictures long time ago but I couldnt find any time to upload it because I am lazy.
I r lazy girl. I r always hope everyday is a holiday.
Im done!
-----EDIT-------Hover over the links! You will see a tiny chick.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 -
Attitude aunty gives stupid service
The title is so true.
The moment I went into the shop, I can hear the aunty shouting/yelling/scolding at the poor little boy. I can ignore this thing cos' this doesnt concern me at all,
right right.Then "we" chose our stuffs and paid. Such idiot like us doesnt know how to fold that box so we just have to ask help from the aunty. Thinking that the aunty would help as we bought this item from her shop and should be kind enough to her customers, but how
wrong am I?
She said, "sorry xiaomeimei, wo hen mang leh bu ke yi bang" meaning "Sorry girlgirl, Im busy and I cant help you."
She mean, after buying the thing and paying she's busy? Why cant she say she's busy and cant collect payment? Where the hell did she find time to collect the money and a bloody 5 minutes from her to help us also cannot?! She have time to scold and to take money but no time to help us. After buying, the attitude is totally different? How can she serve people like this?
Like xxx company.
I bought Y item from them, and it's spoil within the guarantee period. I went back to the store, asking if they can help me solve this problem because I really need my Y item urgently. I dont even know why it's urgent, maybe cos' I cant survive without it. I showed them my guarantee card and they agreed to send Y item for repair. When Y item came back, I still am unable to turn it on, i asked why. None of the servicers want to help me out.
I have to be more thick-skinned, go chase them and ask them to help. They tell me need what disc and that. This people, sell Y's item dont have the disc? Cant even help me get the disc? You need that bloody disc to turn on Y and they have it!
In the end, they did help. After going for upteen times. HAHAHA. Super thick-skin. Y is very important, of course must thick-skinned lah!
Back to topic!!!! I wont ever go to that store unless I need some stationery(s){sp} from that shop. If not, I WONT GO BACK IN AGAIN!!!!!!
GAHHHHH.
---------------Although I have said this for a million times, I shall repeat myself again.
I dont wish to use tagboard cos' of many reasons.
Number 1)I damn lazy to create another account from cbox and commentbox does the same work as cbox. It's just that cbox is faster and take up one big chunck of your blog space. You need that WHOLE CHUNCK of space to place your cbox.
Number 2)Some may say "you can adjust the width and height to your preverances what!" If they want me to adjust it to become so small, how am I going to read it? Commentbox may be a little troublesome, but it just take a little while and it seems much neater.
Number 3)I'm a colour idiot
(I admit, ^^Y.), and I dont know what colour to use for my cbox to blend in with my blogskin. I will have a difficult time blending in the colours and whats more I change blogskin frequently. Which means, for even blogskin I change, I have to log in my cbox's account and change the colour again! VERY TROUBLESOME.
It's very easy for you, because you just have to click and key in your name, email, bloglink and type your message and hit the enter button! As easy as 1,2 or 3.
Number 4)Kindly fill in all fields as I have to reply your comment by your blog. Please dont be nameless, I need your bloglink. If not, your e-mail? I havent found out how to check the e-mail field. But I think I have to log in to haloscan to find out whats your mail. So best, key in your bloglink, save me from all the trouble of logging in and out.
Number 5)CBOX is ugly, unless I know how to make it blend in with the blogskins. But suay-ly, I dont know how, so too bad lo.
I think
5 reasons is enough already right!!!!!! I know why I have so little comments already. Is it because everyone is plain lazy to click on that link? And you people think it's easier to have a cbox? I once had a cbox, and very little tags was given. So I used comment box and furthermore (sp?) they count how many comments I have! So easy right.
I used to reply the comments in my blogpost, but now I dont. Lazy and I think it's better to reply in their blog tagboard/commentbox because they will have a tag from me. Which shows I still exist in the Earth!
I dont care about the spelling errors, haha! You understand can already what.
Sunday, July 6, 2008 -
Yesterday NDP.
NDP NDP NDP.Define NDP, national day parade.
Lucky the stage was far away from the audience and they cannot spot whether we have done any thing wrong or not. So lucky, because I know I did tons of stupid mistakes. Once I did did a wrong step, I was like laughing and laughing.
/:X
I saw a ghost, in 命中注定我愛你.
Look like purple ghost, lol!
Kena poison.
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Quiz and ramblings.

1. The person who last tagged you is ...
Veronica.
2. Your relationship with him/her is ...
Dearest, sheepie.
3. Your first 5 impressions of him/her ..
1. A sheep.
2. English sibei good.
3. Always comment me.
4. Eatable.
5. Love me.
(bhb.)4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Countless.
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you
Moomoo, wo ai ni.
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will ...
Eat her. x.x
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
Everything is good.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ...
Eat her?
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...
Something bad.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is ...
Dont know.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is ...
Sheep.
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
How would I know?
13. The character you love of yourself are ...
Dont know.
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...
I dont like sharing.
15. The most ideal person you want to be is ...
*Rolls eyes*
16. For people that care & like you, say something to them ...
How are you?
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. Squishy
2. Phyllis
3. Jocelyn
4. Ivy
5. Xiaxue
(HAHAHA!)6. Shirleen
7. Joanne
8. Michelle
9. Dawn yang
(Question 31.)10. Xiangyun
18. Who is 6 having relationship with?
Dont know.
19. Is 9 a male or female?
Female.
20. If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
I think they are together already.
21. How about 8 and 5?
They dont know each other.
22. What is 2 studying about?
Dont know.
26. Will you woo 3?
Yes.
27. How about 7?
Yes.
28. Is 4 single?
Yes.
29. What's the surname of 5?
Wendy cheng.
30. What's the hobby of 4?
Not so sure.
31. Do 5 and 9 get along well?
Oh no. There's a cyber war between them. :(
32. Where is 2 studying at?
My school.
33. Talk something casually about 1.
He's cute.
34. Have you try developing feelings for 8?
Lol.
35. Where does 9 live?
Somewhere under.
36. What color does 4 like?
Pink?
37. Are 5 and 1 best frens?
What do you think?
38. Does 7 likes 2?
Maybe, yes.
39. How do you get to know 2?
School, via jocelyn.
40. Does 1 have any pets?
Not so sure.
41. Is 7 the sexiest person in...
In what? Yes, 7 is sexy. Very.
----------I wont be surprise if they dont wish to do this.
What is it about changing in the bus and making so much noise about it. They themselves is shouting and they expect someone to not do the same. Like how this boy who change in the bus and doesnt even care if there are any girls around or not? Dont they know what is shame at all?
Even if the bus driver wishes to go from the longer way, what can we do? Scold him? He's the one driving, not you, not me, not her/him. Thats his bus
i think and thus we can do nothing to stop him from going by the longer way. We, as passengers have no rights to interfere. Because we
dont have a
driving license and
do we even know how to drive in the first place? Well, if you dont shut up too. If not, show me your driving license and I will have nothing more to say. Prove me wrong.
Oh, and before they start scolding me, I shall say this. I have already decided not to drive in the future. I shall use the public transport like MRT or BUSES. Because it's more saving and little air pollution will be cause. I think... By doing harm to the Earth will means Doomsday is nearer. Back to topic.
Someone is always faster in getting the place we want. They are already there when we go up the bus. So it means we have to line up and we can actually be the first to get up the bus and then get the seats "we" want. We cant have any more mini conversation anymore, because we are separated.
How kind are they. Do I even have to thank them?
Ooooooh, have a nice time waiting for me to say Thankyou by doing this.
Picture from Bazzar/Bazaar magazine.
Friday, July 4, 2008 -
Feelings surrounding me.
Like how I feel confused and stuff like that. I didnt mean to feel this way nor react this way. But thats what I am. It's not like she doesnt know I'm like this. From the start, I'm like this already.
Hai, whats the point of typing all this. Someone still think I'm emo-ing and doesnt even care at all.
What's the damn point?
Thursday, July 3, 2008 -
Why I hate school so much.
Is crying so wrong? Dont I even have the rights to cry? I feel like crying, I cry.
Stop talking about it, because you are an idiot.
Go on, and laugh.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 -
School sucks.
I seriously hate it when someone pushes me. So stupid lah.
I hate everything that is happening to me. Why are such bad
things happening to me? I want to die, right now. Seriously.
They pushed me for what idiot reason? Because you feel kind of "nice" ? Even if you
feel this way, you do not have to treat me this way. Pleaseeee. x.x Why must they always ignore me when I'm talking to them? Am I that detestable? I have been feeling this way, not once but rather many many many times. I so used to feeling all alone already, it makes no more difference. Even if someone come and talk to me, I wont feel any happier after I got the feeling of loneliness. I can't smile much recently. Even if you see me laughing/smiling happily, deep down it's bitter. She talk much more when she's not with me. When I am there, she doesnt seem to talk. Do I really have to ask someone a question to make them talk to me? How do I even start a conversation when I am so anti-social. I cant communicate. I cant "blend" in together with them. Maybe I should start speaking up, but I really know I cant. I wanted to..
-----------------------Phyllis told me to blog about how much I love her. PhyllisSIM, if you're reading this im going to tell you this is how much I love you. (hao les lo. x.x)
{ Insert number here. } Saw it saw it! Are you happy now? :D I hope you are, because I might die anytime and this is the second time I've blogged about you. I think so, im not so sure. Shouldnt you blog about me too, haha.
/reminds Phyllis to come read my blog.
-----------------------Im currently watching, 命中注定我愛你 and 王子變青蛙. I still prefer the 王子變青蛙, I think it's nicer. Haaaaa.
命中注定我愛你I hate it how chenxinyi got bullied. I hate how her colleages are so mean to her. Really, she look kind of cute with her specs. I dont like her with her thick make-up, look kind of slut. No offence but i'm serious. :D I love the dog, so cute lah. That Dylan is her brother is it? Tell me please, lazy call.
王子變青蛙.Story kinda alike Magician of love lo. I can easily get the ending by asking my friends. Haha! :D So, no surprise for me. I like to know the ending first, haha. I heard mingdao is Michelle's idol sia! Woo. My mum says the girl look prettier than the XiaoBei in MOL. I think both are the same. :D they have different type of "pretty-ness" lo.
-----------------------I get bored of my blogskin so fast. I had a hard time finding a skin that is table-like. I dont even know what kind of skin I want. Need some help, :D.